It's crazy, I'm at wits end with it all and I seriously just want to give up and go. But the thought of overcoming all of this insanity is just too beautiful. I fantasize about standing here a year from now just joyous and content with life, and thinking back to days like today where nothing seems right, just awe stricken with how far I've come. I want to beat this thing, and when I do, it will be like the sun being re-lit. But for today, today I don't know where to go without having to hide. Only in the comforts of my mind do I find serenity, the kind I cannot share.  ¶ 7:42 PM