This is what serenity is right here: not needing to posses the ability to be able to do anything but being completely at peace with that realization.  ¶ 3:49 PM 0 Comments

  I'm trying to buy time right now but it's cost is getting higher and higher by the day. And time isn't like a regular commodity, it's one that grips you. Once you buy into the illusion that time can be bought, you redirect all your sources of income towards the pursuit of gaining more. These last five days seem like a complete blur despite so filled with vivid experiences, and I think it's because all I have been doing is freebasing time out of a $5 oil burner from the head shop.

Yeah time can pretty much be ingested in any way. Reason being is that its not exactly time, it's the illusion of time. So it doesn't matter. Either way it gets you thinking and feeling something.  ¶ 11:34 PM 0 Comments

  When was I supposed to actually start trying again?
Wasn't that yesterday or something?
Shit oh, well I'll start tomorrow then.  ¶ 2:21 AM 0 Comments