The addiction is insane, it can literally pull you out of the best moment of your life with no real reason. It stops you from thinking straight or sometimes from even thinking at all. It's more than compulsive, it's controlling. It ruins everything, and learning to rebuild on new foundations is unfathomable at most points. Crumbling cliffs falling into the basin; everything that was once there, is now just rubble.  ¶ 11:17 AM